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Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

God has perfect timing. I think that is something everyone can struggle with. Me especially, taking many college courses over, not understanding why things happen, EXTREMELY confused at what career path to take, changing my mind every other month! Looking back, I can be regretful and just wish I could start college over, the money I could save, the wisdom I could have... However that is not God's will for us. The beauty of life is that we can NOT mess up God's plan for us. No matter how confused we may be in life and questionable- he is working within us when we don't even REALIZE it. Thats pretty awesome. I do think that  the closer we are walking with god- reading our bibles, continually praying we are going to see more of what he is doing in our lives. I am still so young- I do not need to have life figured out! Frankly, I never will. Life is a continual learning experience and it is not suppose to be easy, but we are suppose to be on fire for God and have the holy spirit inside of us.

When I went to see Fancis Chan at GCU last friday he spoke of his daughter who was living without the holy spirit inside of her. It made me question- Am I actively living the holy spirit inside of me each and every day? I think if I was I would not be constantly worrying what am I doing with my life, am I picking the right major, career path, why can not I not retain information as well as my fellow classmates..? None of that would matter, I would just be happy for each and every day the Lord has given me and constantly seek ways to tell others about his grace and the love he has for me and everyone. The Lord calls us to make disciples- that is the one thing each and every Christian is called to do- no exceptions.

I am thankful for my new lab partner in anatomy/physiology lab - Daiquiri! ( shout out if your reading this) After lab walking back we just talked about this, how we are called to teach others and love others. We can not live in fear of awkward conversations or embarrassed of our faith in front of non-believers. Daiquiri is starting a bible study I am going to be a apart of and I cant wait to see how God blesses it and the friendships of the girls. She is taking charge and going out there and making disciples! !

Romans 10:1 "Brothers, my heart's desire and prayer to God for them is that they may be saved."